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| My baby son in his backyard. |
I am thinking about the kind and gentle version of Ferberizing the baby. She was up at midnight, 2:30-3:00am and then finally 6:00 am for good. DAMN, I AM TIRED. I am pretty sure when I was 29 with my 9 month old son not sleeping well, I wasn't this tired. Who knows. One tends to forget these things. After 17 years the memories fade. Even lots of the good ones. My son said to me the other day that he couldn't visualize the backyard of our old house. He really loved that yard. He said it made him sad to have lost those memories. Suppose that is why we take so many pictures of our life. We all forget. Hopefully soon, I will forget the sleep deprivation and only remember the sweetness of my chubby, cuddly little baby in the middle of the night.
Hang in there Valary, you are right. Soon the sleep deprivation will be a memory, maybe even a sweet one. It goes by so fast.
ReplyDeleteThanks Heidi, appreciate it. The tiny girl is running a fever now. I am Bracing myself for what tonight will bring. It is so difficult to make myself go to sleep when I finally have some down time though.
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